Q: What's it really like to be an American?
A: When you get really excited about your tax refund, until you realize it was your money to begin with.
We are doing okay, the babes are in another growth spurt and feeding like little piglets. And my God, they really do grow fast. I know I have not posted 3 month pictures yet, but I've been in a major funk over going back to work on Wednesday.
There are a few irons in the fire, but nothing has panned out yet. I'm doing okay moneywise and the refund will help, but I won't leave until I have a secure income. I'm really bummed about it. But...there is good news out there - Katty is about to have her twins, and Rae is doing another cycle!!! Thanks for reading.
*hugs* girl I remember how hard it was to come back to work. It was rough. I cried and cried and cried. We nearly sold our house and moved to Victorville (i'm assuming you know where that is) because we could get a big beautiful house for 200,000 and we would not have had a mortgage. Eventually I agreed to give it a 2 week try. The night before I was to return my boss called and offered me part nite. Talk about saving grace! Eventually I found a safe in home childcare and Maggie stayed there until my cancer diagnosis. It was a good experience for her and now she has another "mommy" (like she needs 3??) in her life that loves her and has remained a part of our lives even though Maggie is in Montessori.
Leaving your babies will be so damned hard. And I know this doesn't make it feel any better, but you will get used to it. I'm sorry you are going through this, I know it hurts. If I could give you a real hug I will, but I'm going to send a ton of cyber ones.
((((((((hugs))))))))
can't wait to see the new pics,
hugs
rae
Posted by: broken | March 09, 2007 at 07:52 AM